holy shit man

Well.. Not writen in a long time and tonight im playing and WHO happens to spam me? Pujin, apparently the only person who ever read this POS blog. So ive decided to update since he wants updates!

Got my guild with hetheru set up -Fifth Sin - We're raiding kara twice a weak with two groups. so far we've had good stuff. cleared up to the Chess event, kicked ass all the way through. Riesz got our first peice of T4 - gogo gloves from curator. IMBA feral necklace dropped tonight from the chess event but asgard wasnt there and im not gonna waste my dkp on that.


FIFTH SIN LOOTZ!

Grats to Rice for the first peice of T4 in our guild ! Rock on man.... in other news.. im happy and shit. yeye not gonna get into personal details, learned my lesson the first time, but im happy and all... nice :)


anyways - Pujin say that some guy in russia is an alien and that bananas on your door steps are bombs and some other things. Btw the links on the side of the blog dont work anymore, im just to damn lazy to update them, not really got anything good to put on there...

tonight is the night of the druid nerf heard round the world. Feral theat is being nerfed , feral dmg is being nerfed, some other things, moonkin is getting a small buff but it doesnt matter. IMO we were heal bitches for 2 years, we got a nice buff for a few months then bam, blizzard is morphing us back into heal bitches. Not that i mind, i like being a heal bitch, but still. Asgard being our guilds feral tank will suffer a bit from the threat and sta / hp / armor nerf. Im not gonna fuss about the dmg nerf , we all saw that comming from a mile away, but nerfing a druids threat management is pure and utter bull fucking shit. anyways. Im going to bed i think, cause im lazy and i raided for like 9 hours today and my ass is numb and i need a life and a vacation.

if you wish to sponsor my vacation please send me a mail in game - if you dont know me, dont bother! =P

more stuff!

hi - Yes, this is my first post of 07 , whoopie doo. Yes, im pissed, yes i've been writing, yes, i have a new anger filled composition for this post ! So far, the new year has sucked. mom and i have had the flu for the majority of the month, my glasses broke today, i cant see anything, every day that goes by it becomes clearer to me that my dad and his wife really dont give a flying fuck about me or what happens to me, people have been trying to tell me that all my life, but i guess it took getting older for me to get past the denial of rejection. No one should ever have to bare being rejected by a parent, but thats life, shit happens and the world moves on, with or without you.

Now - the new composition!

One / Fifteen / Zero-Seven ( how fucking origional )

My black heart bleeds crimsion
My eyes of ice cry emotionless tears for you
From one extream to another, I've felt the prismatic dementions of your soul
The anger flows like water corroding the soul like a river bed
All I have left is an empty shell, which i decorate with smiles and laughter to suit your situation.



fantastic arent i ? No, I didnt think so either but i had to ask. I managed to open old scars tonight, it was like seeing an old friend after so many years apart. I missed it honestly, but I wont ever tell anyone who gives a fuck, or perhaps i can tell everyone, but they still wont give a fuck.

Merry Christmas !!

Merry Christmas , God jul ( for you swedes mmmk?) , Happy Hannakuah...i spelled that wrong, im sorry, Happy Kwanza !



Ok - Today is Christmas day and Im going to use this oppertunity to rant on the american Government. When this country was formed, we were formed on Christianity and / or Freedom to worship as one pleases right?? Yeah man, its called the constitution. Yet more and more we're finding that those with no religion are trying to ...well piss on us who do chose to worship. and this isnt about Christians only, its about the muslims who are abused because of their faith, and the jews who are degraded because of what they believe. Everyone who choses to live here should have the right to worship , or not worship as they please. No one should force their faith or lack thereof on anyone. " Im so tired, but i cant sleep, standing on the edge of something much to deep " .... been contemplating that one lately.

ANYWAYS - Plans.. I'm going to my dads house today ... havent seen him since June when he decided to come around for my 20th birthday. I dunno where the hell we went wrong, but i wish i could reverse it. Somewhere between the time i was 2 and now, I/we fucked things up, majorly. But lets not worry about that right now, today is a day for celebration !

Anyways, I'm going to get ready to go, i wanna wish everyone a happy, safe and warm holiday regardless of what God/ Goddess you worship or dont worship... Love for all peoples...except the stupid people !

St. Anger II

Heart beating to the rythm of the drums
Quick rapidity , pulsing anger, full of contempt for you

As the song changes so do my thoughts and the rythm changes
Pulsing my hearts beat with it
Slower this time, but heavier
More Bass, more passion, more anger

Now the song changes once again and so do my thoughts
No matter the song I still despise you and I will always hate you

SeVen

seven is the word of the moment right now with me - it represents some personal things, but i find it imba mmk ?

Well, im so fucking depressed it's pathetic lol. Left my guild which i wont talk about because i KNOW some ppl read this. RL ppl are fucking mom and I over. My love life is good tho ! i found a wonderful guy, i adore him. somedays it seems like he's the only reason i get outta bed, as opposed to laying there reading all damn day, which sounds wonderful :) Im still on a rant and rave about Equal Rights for Emo's and Goths.. ye ye i know /wrists right ??

There was a discussion about me moving to PA with A. Pam and U. Rob... cant deny it's crossed my mind multiple times a day. Maybe up there i can detox from WoW / MMO's , find a publisher who WONT fuck me over, and see Hinder live baby ! oh yeah, and i wanna see the penn's play... GOGO PENS ! ( they've lost horribly the past like 6 years but who cares, I've got pittsburg love !)

I'm also going for Gastric By-pass surgery sometime in the newyear which is REALLY exciting, looking forward to getting into my size 12's again.. fo sure ??


BTW - Trust no one , people suck man


Song : People Hate me - Murderdolls ( oh so relavant )

Wow.....

This has been one hectic freaking week. thanksgiving, black friday, then we got an unsuspected visitor later friday evening ! Baby Issiah ! Woohooie ! His grandmom fell and broke 3 ribs and punctured a lung so she had to be rushed to the hospital so we took him while chrissy attended to her mom. He was here friday night and i barely got any sleep, saturday was different, he was here all day, i got 12 hours of sleep lol from 2pm-2am. he was up and down saturday night though and i was up with him but he went back to sleep soonish. Then sunday he went home around 8am. Motherhood is NOT FUNNY! lol . anyways, just an update to what ive been doing. not that any of you actually care of anything but still !

KITTY



He's so freakin cute