Memorial

Just found out this morning that my friend Craig's nephew died yesterday from birth defects. He was only 9 months old and had be suffering with these problems since birth. My condolences go out to Craig and his family in this difficult time. Anyone who reads this blog I ask you to keep them in your thoughts and prayers...

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this post has no name because i couldnt think of one ! After reading the last post i did, ive come to the conclusion i REALY shouldnt type in the dark =\ anyways




HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Well in america anyways - time to scare the little kids around the neighborhood - its good times man im tellin ya.

Today is also the day I mourn Kyle.... dont ask, cause i wont tell ya. But where ever he is, i hope he knows im thinking of him still ...

Anyways

I guess i really dont have alot to say - eh - gonna get some breakfast ...mm pancakes


later !

New Guild and stuff!

AMG WUWU! I was accepted in to LE as a trial which is aweeeesome. I've met LOTS of coolie people -even people who like to take the piss out of me constantly /cough Hesso and Cybwie ! I did my first naxx raid with them last night - was AWESOME - we wiped a few times but it was hilarious, i loved it. Ancient decided to "try " to pull grob with holy fire or smt and amg he pulled the WHOLE freakin wing, including the lovely patchwerk. Good times man. They did really well despite people saying that they couldnt - im sooo proud of them . Ninjawarrior stalks me, but its ok cause i stalk him too... so its kinda an equeal relationship imo... Spemt most of last night talking to him on vent about Tauren world domination - We're going to make Mawrog the general of war or smt, simply because he's kinda....dictator'ish


MORE FUCKING DOTS ......lawl


I kid i kid mawrog keke.... Got a raid today, not sure where we're going, I've gotta check the raid schedual and mark it down in my datebook, otherwise, i'll NEVER remember. 20 year old senile FTW man - serious !

Alright - enough happy shit, this wouldnt be a normal post by me if there wasnt some ....bad shit... did MC on sunday, all was REALLY good untill we killed domo and WTF the healing ring dropped and WTF i need it and WTF it was ninja'd by a NP alt....Inimical of ALL people. has BOTH ZG rings which is better then the 1 domo ring - yet it goes to an alt as opposed to myself or another main who needs it for healing pourpose. Kinda pissed me off - but its NP... at this rate, i'll be doing MC with naidean LONG after TBC is released... gief SR legs , x2 domo rings, Aurastone hammer from garr - UNLESS i can get that coolie blue hammer from ZG - which is just as good imo. Ok enough badstuff because i need to post this and log on- i promised Pl0ska I would be online at like 1300 for some scholo runs and im SOOOOO late by almost an hour lawl.


In conclusion ... <3 Darklee for showing me the first orange condom i have EVER seen... I'll post a pic later <3

Finally...

I now have the REASONS why i hate people. first - lets talk about liars... one sec - im going to get help from my friends at dictionary.com LIAR

Click the link -


Ok - so we've got that sorted, we all know what a liar is. Now, lets investigate This word

Good - so now we know what a pathalogical liar is. Now we can begin my story of last night. Well i got no sleep and WoW was down for its normal tuesday night (for me) maintence, but since i play on the EU servers it was wednesday morning for them - thats all REALLY irrelevant. Anyways - i was trolling the forums of a friend's guild, when i get a msg from someone i have known for some years, played various games with them - for identity pourpose i will call them Snoopie. Anyways - if you are a gamer, you know about the upcomming MMORPG Vanguard. We're all REALLY excited about its release. Anyways - irrelevant . Snoopie tells me that they've gotten into the beta for this game - which is cool , because if you play EQ2 then there was a chance you could be selected for the beta... so i congradulated them , but they said that they got in because of all the " word and testing " they had done for Micro$oft and SoE ... BULL FUCKING SHIT. this person also said that they were personally selected by teh Sigil CEO to test beta because of their ...oh what should i put in this blank space.... ah - extensive, their extensive knowlege on gaming, bugs, exploits and general game mechanics - again i tell you BULL FUCKING SHIT. but thats just me....


Alright ladies and gents - another lesson from the dictionary but this time its URBAN dictionary we're going to be taking exceprts from....


DRAMA KING

ok - so the link is for drama queen , same shit different gender. I strongly dislike people who take normal shit such as an argument, or a disagreement and blow it WAY out of proportion... For instance - " OMG YOUR IGNORING ME IM GOING TO GO SLIT MY WRISTS " that kind of thing - if you are one of those people, please do us all a favor and forget how to speak or type. I feel better now!



Anyways - I have found new hope and a new reason - Thanks Phoeniix you smelly ass troll :)

ITS JOEY DAY

It's national - Jamie loves Joey day. Anyways ~> there is a picture of the sexy bitch in his Slipknot Mask. I'll see if i can find a good pic of him in his Murderdolls makeup... its horny ! there ya go <~ Seksi !!

keke...

Anyways - nothing really to say, i just wanted to update today. I've got some stuff to handle for my mom and Aunt Wanda's busniess so I'm going to get to that....and look at more joey....

Top 10...continued

Top 10 reasons I hate people ...


1) Stupidity..... Dont you just LOVE when people talk like they know whats going on but they really dont ??
2) .. Ok I really cant think of 10 seperate reasons why I hate people, it all basically falls into stupidity.

My personal life continues to be shit. I havent posted in a couple days because I've mostly been in bed, asleep. Today is going to be the day from hell. It started off bad, its still going bad. I was woken up at like 3.30am by the freaking cat, cold, thirsty and I had to pee but it was too cold to get up! I got up though. Now im just sitting here... collecting dust.

I log onto WoW and discover that I've been demoted from " Member " to " Friend " in the guild - wowie ! - so im like WTF. Then Gdank tells me that its because I got DC'd last night during Patchwerk and they assumed that because we were wiping I up and quit. WRONG. They were doing maintence on the ISP in the area and it was out for the whole freaking day. I still dont get it though, Kre DC's after ever wipe and conviently comes back in time for a boss fight, after making us summon him, buff him ect, yet no one say anything to him. Fuckers. Yet he's still boosted with gear and shit because he's " the best " bull shit. We got Wiekuh whos just as good, and we can boost another Prot tank and replace Kre. He's expendable. Yet I'm told that some officers don't wanna give him a big healthy kick in the ass for whatever reason. Phoeniix has the balls to talk to me about being dependable, they should talk to Kre. Again I say - fuckers -


some people wonder why I'm reclusive... they should all stop and take a look at the world around us, then realize that maybe I'm the sane one and they are crazy for subjecting themselves to the retardation that exists in todays world. Today is one of those days when I just wanna die... I dont wanna kill myself, so im gonna sit around and hope something kills me insted!


"I've wished for this - I've bitched about, I've left behind this little fact, you cannot kill what you did not create" - Duality by Slipknot


Which reminds me - Im a Joey Jordison Fanbo...Girl... Fangirl Joey Yummy

Updates...

3.32 am... wonderful ! I've written...6 new poems, including one which was a dare from nico - but he liked it so wtf i win. I've decided to be ballsy about myself and post my poems on the NP forums, its only a matter of time now before they take the piss out of me for being emo... Really... anyways tonight has been good, its been creative and its been productive. I looked up penguin publishing and they basically told me to FO and to seek help from a creative advisor which i will promptly do monday morning...


Cheers

Musings of the depressed druid...moo

Anyways - Today was absolutely shit. It started off nice, then slowly went downhill. First off, the fucking bank LOST 200$ that i had recently deposited into my account, needless to say i was pissed. Then after that I got really sick, so i went to bed. I wake up, and behold my personal life has been blown to hell I REALLY dont want to get into details cause this is the internet and shit - then people will rag me about e-drama which might cause me to snap. Anyways, my personal life is about as stable as explosive diahrea, and ontop of that, i feel like shit. So - i wrote some nifty poems to put into my book, which i've decided to edit all together. Im not going to have it published by Xlibris as first planned because after much contemplation - they will fuck me over. So im going to seek out Penguin Publishing and see if they are interested in my work. New Poem

anyways. I'm now ripping my old manuscript apart and then throwing it ALLLL back together again, that should take me at least 4 hours, then after that i think i may settle in with my book, or go play in traffic, which ever suits me at the time...


cheers



Edit - the bank found my money... i guess thats one perk...

The druid.. the Warlock and her pet mage....

Yesterday was a surprisingly good day, aside from my mom physically assulting me. =) She thinks she's funny, but what she's really doing is taking the piss out of the fact that she can tease me, pinch me, and hurt me in other ways and I wont retaliate. I managed to make it in time for the last boss on yesterday's Naxx raid - i ALLLLMOST won a cool idol except Deadend ninja'd it from me... bastard. Well he didnt ninja... I passed, but saying he ninja'd sounds better on my behalf. Afterwards I was going to go farm dreamfoil for potions and flasks and junk, but insted I ended up going to DM East with Oliver and Craig - while on ventrillo... it was a blast - Craig tells the best jokes, Oliver isnt afraid to share his feelings openly, its all good ! Hence, The druid, the warlock and her pet mage! Maybe I'm the only one who finds it funny, maybe I'm also the only one who see's blogging as a perfectly good excuse to talk to yourself... or rather type to yourself cause you KNOW no one is going to read it unless you force them too by randomly linking it to people on your MSN contact list. Anyways - today promises to be a fun filled day. Zul'Garub at 19.00 which is...13.00 for me, before that I need to farm like 30 dreamfoil which is going to blow. Then... eh I dunno - Prolly some more random instance runs with my 2 favorite guys ! Either way - despite it being 3am, im quite opptimistic for a change. It may be a good day after all !!


Cheers - Jae ( Naid )

btw...

Aside from Marrying Oliver.... I have a new weekend bitch ... Craig... Oliver likes to watch football and such, so i figure while he's out with the guys i'll abuse craig, he seems up for it !!



lol - Much luv ~


<3

The downsides to optimisim.....

Really ..... Yesterday was the biggest disappointment in the history of...well me. First - I have to have some 3.5 floppys to send in my manuscript for my book - so I figured I'd get some, which I did, but when I go to format them, I get this stupid windows error. After updating my drivers, threatining my computer, crying, and Praying, it still doesnt work, so I'm like fuck it. Then ofc some nonrelevant stuff happens to me regarding WoW - none of which I expect any " normal " person to understand but boo...We killed noth .... was a good run on him, then we got to Heigan.... normally I go into new boss fights with a hint of optimism, a really good vibe about me, but after our first 3 wipes, it slowly deminished into what I can describe as pure and udder dread. But still I stayed with my raid and I tried....and now I'm poor as hell from repair costs... ahh well... We've got another raid tonight but I'm told we're doing something other then heigan which is all good... I dont mind wiping as long as we wipe on some new content you know !! Well its new for me, not the rest of them, but no matter, seeing the underside of some new boss is always a good time. Having said that, I'm going to go now... I've got farming to do !! OH YAY /cry

Yet another top 10...


Top 10 reasons I'd rather live somewhere else ....

1) George W. Bush
2) Paris Hilton - I know she travels the world, but I figure if I live in Europe , my chances of catching herpies or some other mutated STD VIA drinking water is less then if I remain in America...
3) Nipplegate ... nuff said
4) 9/11 ... everyone knows it was planned and staged by the US Government - its only a matter of time before them bomb the other cities...
5) Kevin Federline " K-fed" .... I feel that if I lived in Europe , my mind would be out of reach of his brainless dribble he calls " music "
6) The on going incident in Iraq the president refers too as " anti terrorism " , Bush is the only terrorist in that situation
7) Belgian Chocolate ... nuff said
8) Lindsay Lohan - See paris hilton comment
9) David Beckham - nuff said
9.5) The Pending ban on Gay marriage - everyone should be able to marry anyone they want too. Marriage shouldnt be restricted to the Strait white man only ... /sigh
10) Freedom to Pratice my Religion ... now I KNOW that america is " Land of the Free" but here recently anyone attempting to pratice their religion is condemned. Be you Christian or otherwise, it seems as if people in general as well as government officials are trying to rob all americans of their constitutional right to freedom of religion... it pisses me off. Being a Christian myself, it pisses me off even more, but I see it from other people who wish to pratice their religion openly. It cannot be easy for a muslim to pratice his religion over here with all the " anti terror " going on , and it REALLY cannot be easy to be Jewish after Mel Gibson's drunken rant. Thats not to mention the Wiccans who are labled " satanic " by those with out the brain capacity to understand their religion. I would be a little less pessimistic about these people if they would take the time to read on different religions THEN make an educated judgement, but in these times, the only education most people get is playboy magazing and MTV. My little black heart goes out to everyone , of all religions who wish to pratice religion in america.

My First post...

Yippie...



Despite it being after midnight I'm in a surprisingly good mood. Spent some time with Oliver this evening... thats the guy I'm going to marry, he just doesnt know it yet. I finshed reading the last book in the Merry Gentry series by Laurel K. Hamilton, a minor achievement. I'm attempting to eat a bowl of chicken noodle soup - and I say attempting because I'm desperately picking around the chicken... Why cant they make chicken noodle soup w/o the chicken... Ofc - you have ramen noodles but they arent as good as the canned soup. I suppose I should tell you a little about myself but that would be too cliche.. the first post of someones blog...ect ect.. so what im going to do is give you a top 10! Draw from them what you will about my personality or lack there of and make your own conclusions...

Top 10 Books....

1) Obsidian Butterfly - Laurel K. Hamilton
2) A kiss of Shadows - Same author as before!
3) The whole Wheel of Time series - Robert Jordan
4) The Color of magic - Terry Pratchet
5) Any of the versions of Dracula, read enough of them and they are each different- various authors
6) Cosmo Magazine ... not a book but I love to read it
7) Strange Candy - Laurel K. Hamilton
8) LOTR series - Tolkien
9) Chronicals of Narnia - i forgot who wrote them
10) The Harry Potter series - i forget her name too.. J. R something


Top 10 Movies! ...

1) The Crow - self explanatory
2) The Long kiss Goodnight
3) Underworld Evolution - just plain better then the first one
4) the LOTR Series - Peter Jackson is brilliant
5) StarWars Episode 1 - I only watch it for JarJar
6) Any James Bond film with Peirce Brosnan - not because he's sexy, but because he's the better actor.
7) Aeon Flux - Charlize Theron - nuff said imo...
8) Robin Hood Men in Tights - nuff said again ...
9) The Harry Potter series - the acting of all parties is gimp in the first one , but the skills of all involved quickly improve in the following films
10) Interview with the Vampire ... i like vampire stories !

Top 10 songs! ....

1) Enter Sandman - Metallica
2) Before I forget - Slipknot
3) Wait and Bleed - Slipknot
4) My December - Linkin Park
5) Numb - Linkin Park
6) Easier to Run - Linkin park .... I notice a pattern...
7) Where'd you go - Fort Minor
8) Remember the name - Fort Minor
9) Believe me - Fort Minor
10) Minority -Greenday

Ok - I think that covers it ...

I may go work on my book - which I HOPE to have out by December but it doesn't look promising. I seem to have run out of poetry to write, or ideas to turn into poetry to write. Perhaps its because I'm happy for a change and I've got nothing left to be sad about... HA that'll last a long time.

Chances I'll be depressed tomorrow ....80/20

Oh, I thought of another top 10 - but insted its only going to be 5 cause I cant think of that many things!


Top 5 Favorite Foods....

1) Lasagna
2) Peanutbutter cookies - the home made kind
3) Watermelon
4) Corn on the Cob!
5) Apples !

Ok - I'm going to go read now - I've run out of things to say and if I keep on rambling, I'll become cliche !


echt....