Monday, January 15, 2007

more stuff!

hi - Yes, this is my first post of 07 , whoopie doo. Yes, im pissed, yes i've been writing, yes, i have a new anger filled composition for this post ! So far, the new year has sucked. mom and i have had the flu for the majority of the month, my glasses broke today, i cant see anything, every day that goes by it becomes clearer to me that my dad and his wife really dont give a flying fuck about me or what happens to me, people have been trying to tell me that all my life, but i guess it took getting older for me to get past the denial of rejection. No one should ever have to bare being rejected by a parent, but thats life, shit happens and the world moves on, with or without you.

Now - the new composition!

One / Fifteen / Zero-Seven ( how fucking origional )

My black heart bleeds crimsion
My eyes of ice cry emotionless tears for you
From one extream to another, I've felt the prismatic dementions of your soul
The anger flows like water corroding the soul like a river bed
All I have left is an empty shell, which i decorate with smiles and laughter to suit your situation.



fantastic arent i ? No, I didnt think so either but i had to ask. I managed to open old scars tonight, it was like seeing an old friend after so many years apart. I missed it honestly, but I wont ever tell anyone who gives a fuck, or perhaps i can tell everyone, but they still wont give a fuck.