Merry Christmas !!

Merry Christmas , God jul ( for you swedes mmmk?) , Happy Hannakuah...i spelled that wrong, im sorry, Happy Kwanza !



Ok - Today is Christmas day and Im going to use this oppertunity to rant on the american Government. When this country was formed, we were formed on Christianity and / or Freedom to worship as one pleases right?? Yeah man, its called the constitution. Yet more and more we're finding that those with no religion are trying to ...well piss on us who do chose to worship. and this isnt about Christians only, its about the muslims who are abused because of their faith, and the jews who are degraded because of what they believe. Everyone who choses to live here should have the right to worship , or not worship as they please. No one should force their faith or lack thereof on anyone. " Im so tired, but i cant sleep, standing on the edge of something much to deep " .... been contemplating that one lately.

ANYWAYS - Plans.. I'm going to my dads house today ... havent seen him since June when he decided to come around for my 20th birthday. I dunno where the hell we went wrong, but i wish i could reverse it. Somewhere between the time i was 2 and now, I/we fucked things up, majorly. But lets not worry about that right now, today is a day for celebration !

Anyways, I'm going to get ready to go, i wanna wish everyone a happy, safe and warm holiday regardless of what God/ Goddess you worship or dont worship... Love for all peoples...except the stupid people !

St. Anger II

Heart beating to the rythm of the drums
Quick rapidity , pulsing anger, full of contempt for you

As the song changes so do my thoughts and the rythm changes
Pulsing my hearts beat with it
Slower this time, but heavier
More Bass, more passion, more anger

Now the song changes once again and so do my thoughts
No matter the song I still despise you and I will always hate you

SeVen

seven is the word of the moment right now with me - it represents some personal things, but i find it imba mmk ?

Well, im so fucking depressed it's pathetic lol. Left my guild which i wont talk about because i KNOW some ppl read this. RL ppl are fucking mom and I over. My love life is good tho ! i found a wonderful guy, i adore him. somedays it seems like he's the only reason i get outta bed, as opposed to laying there reading all damn day, which sounds wonderful :) Im still on a rant and rave about Equal Rights for Emo's and Goths.. ye ye i know /wrists right ??

There was a discussion about me moving to PA with A. Pam and U. Rob... cant deny it's crossed my mind multiple times a day. Maybe up there i can detox from WoW / MMO's , find a publisher who WONT fuck me over, and see Hinder live baby ! oh yeah, and i wanna see the penn's play... GOGO PENS ! ( they've lost horribly the past like 6 years but who cares, I've got pittsburg love !)

I'm also going for Gastric By-pass surgery sometime in the newyear which is REALLY exciting, looking forward to getting into my size 12's again.. fo sure ??


BTW - Trust no one , people suck man


Song : People Hate me - Murderdolls ( oh so relavant )

Wow.....

This has been one hectic freaking week. thanksgiving, black friday, then we got an unsuspected visitor later friday evening ! Baby Issiah ! Woohooie ! His grandmom fell and broke 3 ribs and punctured a lung so she had to be rushed to the hospital so we took him while chrissy attended to her mom. He was here friday night and i barely got any sleep, saturday was different, he was here all day, i got 12 hours of sleep lol from 2pm-2am. he was up and down saturday night though and i was up with him but he went back to sleep soonish. Then sunday he went home around 8am. Motherhood is NOT FUNNY! lol . anyways, just an update to what ive been doing. not that any of you actually care of anything but still !

KITTY



He's so freakin cute

No Title

Im lazy - that is all

zombie brains - food for thought?

Regarding this


I would like to be the first one to say that what Jet says is true. The Goth / Emo way of life is ALWAYS underattack from mainstream media because we're darker then the rest. little is known about us because we stick to ourselves, we dont try to draw attention to ourselves. I know that story is older then moses's farts dust, but I've been wanting to make a post like this for a long time, and i just now getting my thoughts in order and I wanted to include that link.

some people, like the people who shoot others, give the real goths a bad name. The majority of goth / emo people are actually very tolerant of others, including gays, and minority races, unlike some mainstream people who commonly use words such as " faggot" and " nigger". Being the target of a constant lable attack sort of makes you less likely to lable someone else. We do encourage education of the world and the things going on, and we do think for ourselves insted of being apart of " trends " thats the beauty of it all. Sure, there are some people who dress goth / emo for the attention, and some people who do cut and self harm for attention, but in our culture they are the minority, such as goths and emos are the minority in mainstream culture.


I think everyone should take a lesson from the hippys. Learn to love someone, be blind with your eyes and see all with your heart. If you cannot be tolerable of someone, how can you expect someone to be tolerable of you ?

updates !

Ok - i was craaaazy bored tonight, talking to a new friend i met on VF - whos really hot. Soooo I decided to customize my blog with uber reds, black and blues ! All of my favorites colors. the storm has passed, we've got alot of clean up to do tomorrow. <~ Meet Kenny, hot guy from VF. Im being naughty !

Got Wind ??

<~ That Map is little ol Delaware, well a peice of the map is delaware , the rest of Delmarva ( Delaware, maryland, and virginia) peninsula. We're getting beat up by a big storm and junk, lots of rain, lots of wind, tree's are down, tornado warnings. so yeh if i dont post in a while, its safe to assume im dead or something /shrug. anyways. Wow was down for 36 hours, well my server was anyways - it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I read my books, downloaded some music, signed up to Vampirefreaks.com - uber site, lots of hot goth guys / meow ! I'll post a pic ! Isnt he delish ! ok, calm down , im calm , really i am ! Anyways - they have a cool poetry forum im going to post my stuff on, I'll feel a little more at ease there then i normally do because they are all goth...like me and stuff. yeh anyways ! Ok im being bad, im gonna go listen to some m00sic

bears

i love carebears keke !

Faith or Psychotic ?

Alright - Havent posted in a few days and the reason for this is... I've been REALLY pondering Spirituality. This is most likely going to be one of the most boring posts I've ever done, so leave now while you have the chance...

My mom has a cousin - so this woman is my second cousin... well she's REALLY strong in her " faith " but the more I think on it, is this faith, or being a pure psycho. Im starting to lean towards her being psycho because the more I explore my own spirituality I find that its not all bible bashing, which is common sence, but I like to explore and I wanted to know.

After I've done my exploring, I think about all the things this woman has condemned me for. He claims I'm going to hell because

1) I listen to metal / Rock music ( i lol'd)
2) I wear all black the majority of the time ( I lol'd again)
3) a few of my bf's werent the same religion we are, meaning they were catholic ( I'm still loling)
4) I've had pre-marital sex ....that one is a sin, but I repent.
5) I have impure thoughts, which IS a sin...but we're all human, and we're all horny, we're made to reproduce and if we didnt have impure thoughts, well... our population prolly wouldnt be that high and the animals would be on the top of the food chain... even back to the days of the dino's and shit im SURE there was a cave man somewhere saying " damn she looks good in that loin cloth, im gonna go hump her stupid " - that made me lol


UG SMASH

ok back to being serious....

The more I think and think , I dont REALLY think God would cast me into hell for my choice of clothes or music, I also have the ability to think for myself so... just because someone writes lyrics about being evil - Marilyn Manson comes to mind ! I like his music, but that doesnt mean im the Anti- Christ or that im going to go do some of the things he talks about.... so yeh, this woman is psychotic, but she wont seek help because she says that a therapist or medication will come " between me and my God " im like WHOA, another thing im going to hell for, I see a therapist ! well I'll be fucked



I lol'd ....

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that is for all you people out there - you know who you are. Have a nice day :)

a little freelance writing for you while im here !



Riddle me this, riddle me that, what is another word for a cat
If you guess pussy then you are correct, who this poem is ment for, you'll never suspect
You played your game but now I see, that you were only doing it to take the piss out of me
I'm smarter now then i was before, I'm going to leave peacefully and let you be the whore
One cock , two cock, 3 cock stop, i used to think you were my friend but now i know you're not
I can finally look back now and honestly say - Im glad to be rid of you, in everyway

ugh

Updated my links at the right hand side of the blog because most of the ones i had up there were old and outdated and shit. New stuff - Still the superfish , my favorite celeb bashing site, and 2 of my favorite blogs that i read daily ! im tired, im bitchy and im just generally fed up with life, i think i may spend tomorrow in bed sipping tea, not sure tho. i got my mage to lvl 10 today, which ISNT that good because i was lvl 8 when i logged on... yeh im a real fucking slacker, and im dreading going through that whole tedious process again, barrens, ashenvale, stm, desolace, ect ect boring as all fuck. did it once with my druid, then hunter, then warlock whos only lvl 38 because ive forgotten where to lvl her at... didnt have any quests in the log the last time i logged onto her...anyways, i think with TBC drops im going to make a BE paladin and warlock ... i dunno paladins seem REALLY dull and boring... so maybe just a warlock, who knows. I've already picked out an uber paladin name. fuck knows. anyways, im gone ! had a shitty day and im going to bed early so i can just relax and forget i exist !


cheers

Tears of a Broken Heart

Fresh from my fucked up mind - for your reading pleasure !



Unconditional love is a moot point
When all this world see's is lies
Superficial value put on human emotion
too often is honesty taken for granted
too often is a soul left jaded
Peopled used to say that the best things in life are free
but in today's society that isnt the way to be
breast enhancement and lipo will lead the way
Leaving no one unloved untill the day, when all that doesnt matter and all that you have left is the ones you rejected and pushed away




( isnt it weird how one can go from REALLY happy to depressed in like an hour - bipolar FTW man)

update

because Thomas told me too - the nubcake. I really dont have anything to talk about other then the fact that because we talk on vent all day people think im cybering him or someshit - which honestly makes me lol....eh.... i was in a VERY sadistic mood earlier - and it was hilarious. basically this market america shit that my moms family has been trying to get her into has REALLY backfired and im kinda giggling, pointing and saying " haha told yall ! " I dunno, i think its cruel to laugh at ones misfortunes but when you are so willing to trick and decieve your supposed friends and family into buying products that arent worth a damn just because you think you can make a profit and then it backfires, i get my jollies. Evil bitch = guilty as charged baby ! I dunno... I feel sorry for most people when bad stuff happens, but when people walk into an obvious scam like this, and use no fucking common sence, i am bound to laugh when it all takes a flush in the throne. Anyways - enough of my ranting - im going to go celebrate the recently announced divorce of britney spears and K-fag...K-douche... K-que.... wait whats his name? anyways, K something then earl in the middle...

Vermillion part 2

Relaxing Video - relates to my feelings atm.. good stuff

What its like ! ...no really !

Well isnt this cool. Here recently I've come under critisizm for what I've written on this lovely little blog. More specifically for my opinion on some people who appear to be a little touchy ! It seems a little... weird that they will be the first one to insult me, dish out negative comments towards me and others, but when i return the favor I am slammed for my opinion. I think its funny actually. Lots of people insult others, but when I do it, its a problem.. Maybe its because im too damn open with my opinion and i really dont give a fuck who hears it or what people think of me. I think thats an important quality for an artist to have... our work will come under critisizm for some reason or another - and you just needa tell them where to stick it and how to rotate it.. I dunno... been kinda angry here lately and I really dunno why ... that comment alone will get me alot of " emo " comments - and again fuck'em :P really. wonder if i can host a video on this blog... lemme check !

I just put up Vermillion PT. 2 up .... good video and its kind of how i feel atm, been listening to it alot here lately. That and some oldschool nirvana tracks. Downloading some videos atm from limewire - im gonna make a slideshow or smt creative. Tired of being so idle and numb... anyways, im gonna go

AlphaFemales

Today i started to think about Alpha-Females, not only in the wild but in human nature too. there are some women who just left ANYONE push them around, they are generally submissive, then there are women who demand respect and will proteect these smaller weaker women. The more i think about it, the more I've come to realize that my mom is an alpha female and I am an alpha female. Ofc i dont go around beating up smaller animals for food, but if someone messed with or offends someone I truely carefor i tend to get a little pissed off and handle the situation accordingly. anyways - I dont believe in the full idea of evolution, but It's hard to ignore the siliarities between humans and some mammals and they way they act in groups. Just a thought for the day!!

Freelance

To make you happy I would steal the stars from the sky and make them dance around in your eyes in a beautiful ballet of compassion.

For your love I would write your name across the sky. When you're around I know I'm safe, when you're near I will have no fear.

To be close to you , I would swim the seven sea's one at a time, and finally crawl to your arms knowing you are mine...



To Whom I promised the Poem <3 you

And then the tauren said " 13 inches ! "

Funniest joke in WoW - EVER. anyways - lots of shit been going on. Monday almost all the core people in the guild were either kicked or left. then it all just snowballed from there. Im not going to leave my opinion on the whole situation here because this blog is public and before ya know it i'll be flamed for agreeing or disagreeing with someone. so fuck it. Backstabbing, betrayl, hostile takeover, evil people, satan reincarnate - all the plot of a REALLY good soap opera. Im telling ya, why pay for cable TV when i can just log onto WoW ?? its good shit man. Anyways, i needa log on, i promised some things to some people that i needa do and today i will leave you with this super deep lyric from a great song


" What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger "

Cookie to the person who guesses the song title and the band who plays it!!

Memorial

Just found out this morning that my friend Craig's nephew died yesterday from birth defects. He was only 9 months old and had be suffering with these problems since birth. My condolences go out to Craig and his family in this difficult time. Anyone who reads this blog I ask you to keep them in your thoughts and prayers...

this post has no name !

this post has no name because i couldnt think of one ! After reading the last post i did, ive come to the conclusion i REALY shouldnt type in the dark =\ anyways




HAPPY HALLOWEEN !

Well in america anyways - time to scare the little kids around the neighborhood - its good times man im tellin ya.

Today is also the day I mourn Kyle.... dont ask, cause i wont tell ya. But where ever he is, i hope he knows im thinking of him still ...

Anyways

I guess i really dont have alot to say - eh - gonna get some breakfast ...mm pancakes


later !

New Guild and stuff!

AMG WUWU! I was accepted in to LE as a trial which is aweeeesome. I've met LOTS of coolie people -even people who like to take the piss out of me constantly /cough Hesso and Cybwie ! I did my first naxx raid with them last night - was AWESOME - we wiped a few times but it was hilarious, i loved it. Ancient decided to "try " to pull grob with holy fire or smt and amg he pulled the WHOLE freakin wing, including the lovely patchwerk. Good times man. They did really well despite people saying that they couldnt - im sooo proud of them . Ninjawarrior stalks me, but its ok cause i stalk him too... so its kinda an equeal relationship imo... Spemt most of last night talking to him on vent about Tauren world domination - We're going to make Mawrog the general of war or smt, simply because he's kinda....dictator'ish


MORE FUCKING DOTS ......lawl


I kid i kid mawrog keke.... Got a raid today, not sure where we're going, I've gotta check the raid schedual and mark it down in my datebook, otherwise, i'll NEVER remember. 20 year old senile FTW man - serious !

Alright - enough happy shit, this wouldnt be a normal post by me if there wasnt some ....bad shit... did MC on sunday, all was REALLY good untill we killed domo and WTF the healing ring dropped and WTF i need it and WTF it was ninja'd by a NP alt....Inimical of ALL people. has BOTH ZG rings which is better then the 1 domo ring - yet it goes to an alt as opposed to myself or another main who needs it for healing pourpose. Kinda pissed me off - but its NP... at this rate, i'll be doing MC with naidean LONG after TBC is released... gief SR legs , x2 domo rings, Aurastone hammer from garr - UNLESS i can get that coolie blue hammer from ZG - which is just as good imo. Ok enough badstuff because i need to post this and log on- i promised Pl0ska I would be online at like 1300 for some scholo runs and im SOOOOO late by almost an hour lawl.


In conclusion ... <3 Darklee for showing me the first orange condom i have EVER seen... I'll post a pic later <3

Finally...

I now have the REASONS why i hate people. first - lets talk about liars... one sec - im going to get help from my friends at dictionary.com LIAR

Click the link -


Ok - so we've got that sorted, we all know what a liar is. Now, lets investigate This word

Good - so now we know what a pathalogical liar is. Now we can begin my story of last night. Well i got no sleep and WoW was down for its normal tuesday night (for me) maintence, but since i play on the EU servers it was wednesday morning for them - thats all REALLY irrelevant. Anyways - i was trolling the forums of a friend's guild, when i get a msg from someone i have known for some years, played various games with them - for identity pourpose i will call them Snoopie. Anyways - if you are a gamer, you know about the upcomming MMORPG Vanguard. We're all REALLY excited about its release. Anyways - irrelevant . Snoopie tells me that they've gotten into the beta for this game - which is cool , because if you play EQ2 then there was a chance you could be selected for the beta... so i congradulated them , but they said that they got in because of all the " word and testing " they had done for Micro$oft and SoE ... BULL FUCKING SHIT. this person also said that they were personally selected by teh Sigil CEO to test beta because of their ...oh what should i put in this blank space.... ah - extensive, their extensive knowlege on gaming, bugs, exploits and general game mechanics - again i tell you BULL FUCKING SHIT. but thats just me....


Alright ladies and gents - another lesson from the dictionary but this time its URBAN dictionary we're going to be taking exceprts from....


DRAMA KING

ok - so the link is for drama queen , same shit different gender. I strongly dislike people who take normal shit such as an argument, or a disagreement and blow it WAY out of proportion... For instance - " OMG YOUR IGNORING ME IM GOING TO GO SLIT MY WRISTS " that kind of thing - if you are one of those people, please do us all a favor and forget how to speak or type. I feel better now!



Anyways - I have found new hope and a new reason - Thanks Phoeniix you smelly ass troll :)

ITS JOEY DAY

It's national - Jamie loves Joey day. Anyways ~> there is a picture of the sexy bitch in his Slipknot Mask. I'll see if i can find a good pic of him in his Murderdolls makeup... its horny ! there ya go <~ Seksi !!

keke...

Anyways - nothing really to say, i just wanted to update today. I've got some stuff to handle for my mom and Aunt Wanda's busniess so I'm going to get to that....and look at more joey....

Top 10...continued

Top 10 reasons I hate people ...


1) Stupidity..... Dont you just LOVE when people talk like they know whats going on but they really dont ??
2) .. Ok I really cant think of 10 seperate reasons why I hate people, it all basically falls into stupidity.

My personal life continues to be shit. I havent posted in a couple days because I've mostly been in bed, asleep. Today is going to be the day from hell. It started off bad, its still going bad. I was woken up at like 3.30am by the freaking cat, cold, thirsty and I had to pee but it was too cold to get up! I got up though. Now im just sitting here... collecting dust.

I log onto WoW and discover that I've been demoted from " Member " to " Friend " in the guild - wowie ! - so im like WTF. Then Gdank tells me that its because I got DC'd last night during Patchwerk and they assumed that because we were wiping I up and quit. WRONG. They were doing maintence on the ISP in the area and it was out for the whole freaking day. I still dont get it though, Kre DC's after ever wipe and conviently comes back in time for a boss fight, after making us summon him, buff him ect, yet no one say anything to him. Fuckers. Yet he's still boosted with gear and shit because he's " the best " bull shit. We got Wiekuh whos just as good, and we can boost another Prot tank and replace Kre. He's expendable. Yet I'm told that some officers don't wanna give him a big healthy kick in the ass for whatever reason. Phoeniix has the balls to talk to me about being dependable, they should talk to Kre. Again I say - fuckers -


some people wonder why I'm reclusive... they should all stop and take a look at the world around us, then realize that maybe I'm the sane one and they are crazy for subjecting themselves to the retardation that exists in todays world. Today is one of those days when I just wanna die... I dont wanna kill myself, so im gonna sit around and hope something kills me insted!


"I've wished for this - I've bitched about, I've left behind this little fact, you cannot kill what you did not create" - Duality by Slipknot


Which reminds me - Im a Joey Jordison Fanbo...Girl... Fangirl Joey Yummy

Updates...

3.32 am... wonderful ! I've written...6 new poems, including one which was a dare from nico - but he liked it so wtf i win. I've decided to be ballsy about myself and post my poems on the NP forums, its only a matter of time now before they take the piss out of me for being emo... Really... anyways tonight has been good, its been creative and its been productive. I looked up penguin publishing and they basically told me to FO and to seek help from a creative advisor which i will promptly do monday morning...


Cheers

Musings of the depressed druid...moo

Anyways - Today was absolutely shit. It started off nice, then slowly went downhill. First off, the fucking bank LOST 200$ that i had recently deposited into my account, needless to say i was pissed. Then after that I got really sick, so i went to bed. I wake up, and behold my personal life has been blown to hell I REALLY dont want to get into details cause this is the internet and shit - then people will rag me about e-drama which might cause me to snap. Anyways, my personal life is about as stable as explosive diahrea, and ontop of that, i feel like shit. So - i wrote some nifty poems to put into my book, which i've decided to edit all together. Im not going to have it published by Xlibris as first planned because after much contemplation - they will fuck me over. So im going to seek out Penguin Publishing and see if they are interested in my work. New Poem

anyways. I'm now ripping my old manuscript apart and then throwing it ALLLL back together again, that should take me at least 4 hours, then after that i think i may settle in with my book, or go play in traffic, which ever suits me at the time...


cheers



Edit - the bank found my money... i guess thats one perk...

The druid.. the Warlock and her pet mage....

Yesterday was a surprisingly good day, aside from my mom physically assulting me. =) She thinks she's funny, but what she's really doing is taking the piss out of the fact that she can tease me, pinch me, and hurt me in other ways and I wont retaliate. I managed to make it in time for the last boss on yesterday's Naxx raid - i ALLLLMOST won a cool idol except Deadend ninja'd it from me... bastard. Well he didnt ninja... I passed, but saying he ninja'd sounds better on my behalf. Afterwards I was going to go farm dreamfoil for potions and flasks and junk, but insted I ended up going to DM East with Oliver and Craig - while on ventrillo... it was a blast - Craig tells the best jokes, Oliver isnt afraid to share his feelings openly, its all good ! Hence, The druid, the warlock and her pet mage! Maybe I'm the only one who finds it funny, maybe I'm also the only one who see's blogging as a perfectly good excuse to talk to yourself... or rather type to yourself cause you KNOW no one is going to read it unless you force them too by randomly linking it to people on your MSN contact list. Anyways - today promises to be a fun filled day. Zul'Garub at 19.00 which is...13.00 for me, before that I need to farm like 30 dreamfoil which is going to blow. Then... eh I dunno - Prolly some more random instance runs with my 2 favorite guys ! Either way - despite it being 3am, im quite opptimistic for a change. It may be a good day after all !!


Cheers - Jae ( Naid )

btw...

Aside from Marrying Oliver.... I have a new weekend bitch ... Craig... Oliver likes to watch football and such, so i figure while he's out with the guys i'll abuse craig, he seems up for it !!



lol - Much luv ~


<3

The downsides to optimisim.....

Really ..... Yesterday was the biggest disappointment in the history of...well me. First - I have to have some 3.5 floppys to send in my manuscript for my book - so I figured I'd get some, which I did, but when I go to format them, I get this stupid windows error. After updating my drivers, threatining my computer, crying, and Praying, it still doesnt work, so I'm like fuck it. Then ofc some nonrelevant stuff happens to me regarding WoW - none of which I expect any " normal " person to understand but boo...We killed noth .... was a good run on him, then we got to Heigan.... normally I go into new boss fights with a hint of optimism, a really good vibe about me, but after our first 3 wipes, it slowly deminished into what I can describe as pure and udder dread. But still I stayed with my raid and I tried....and now I'm poor as hell from repair costs... ahh well... We've got another raid tonight but I'm told we're doing something other then heigan which is all good... I dont mind wiping as long as we wipe on some new content you know !! Well its new for me, not the rest of them, but no matter, seeing the underside of some new boss is always a good time. Having said that, I'm going to go now... I've got farming to do !! OH YAY /cry

Yet another top 10...


Top 10 reasons I'd rather live somewhere else ....

1) George W. Bush
2) Paris Hilton - I know she travels the world, but I figure if I live in Europe , my chances of catching herpies or some other mutated STD VIA drinking water is less then if I remain in America...
3) Nipplegate ... nuff said
4) 9/11 ... everyone knows it was planned and staged by the US Government - its only a matter of time before them bomb the other cities...
5) Kevin Federline " K-fed" .... I feel that if I lived in Europe , my mind would be out of reach of his brainless dribble he calls " music "
6) The on going incident in Iraq the president refers too as " anti terrorism " , Bush is the only terrorist in that situation
7) Belgian Chocolate ... nuff said
8) Lindsay Lohan - See paris hilton comment
9) David Beckham - nuff said
9.5) The Pending ban on Gay marriage - everyone should be able to marry anyone they want too. Marriage shouldnt be restricted to the Strait white man only ... /sigh
10) Freedom to Pratice my Religion ... now I KNOW that america is " Land of the Free" but here recently anyone attempting to pratice their religion is condemned. Be you Christian or otherwise, it seems as if people in general as well as government officials are trying to rob all americans of their constitutional right to freedom of religion... it pisses me off. Being a Christian myself, it pisses me off even more, but I see it from other people who wish to pratice their religion openly. It cannot be easy for a muslim to pratice his religion over here with all the " anti terror " going on , and it REALLY cannot be easy to be Jewish after Mel Gibson's drunken rant. Thats not to mention the Wiccans who are labled " satanic " by those with out the brain capacity to understand their religion. I would be a little less pessimistic about these people if they would take the time to read on different religions THEN make an educated judgement, but in these times, the only education most people get is playboy magazing and MTV. My little black heart goes out to everyone , of all religions who wish to pratice religion in america.

My First post...

Yippie...



Despite it being after midnight I'm in a surprisingly good mood. Spent some time with Oliver this evening... thats the guy I'm going to marry, he just doesnt know it yet. I finshed reading the last book in the Merry Gentry series by Laurel K. Hamilton, a minor achievement. I'm attempting to eat a bowl of chicken noodle soup - and I say attempting because I'm desperately picking around the chicken... Why cant they make chicken noodle soup w/o the chicken... Ofc - you have ramen noodles but they arent as good as the canned soup. I suppose I should tell you a little about myself but that would be too cliche.. the first post of someones blog...ect ect.. so what im going to do is give you a top 10! Draw from them what you will about my personality or lack there of and make your own conclusions...

Top 10 Books....

1) Obsidian Butterfly - Laurel K. Hamilton
2) A kiss of Shadows - Same author as before!
3) The whole Wheel of Time series - Robert Jordan
4) The Color of magic - Terry Pratchet
5) Any of the versions of Dracula, read enough of them and they are each different- various authors
6) Cosmo Magazine ... not a book but I love to read it
7) Strange Candy - Laurel K. Hamilton
8) LOTR series - Tolkien
9) Chronicals of Narnia - i forgot who wrote them
10) The Harry Potter series - i forget her name too.. J. R something


Top 10 Movies! ...

1) The Crow - self explanatory
2) The Long kiss Goodnight
3) Underworld Evolution - just plain better then the first one
4) the LOTR Series - Peter Jackson is brilliant
5) StarWars Episode 1 - I only watch it for JarJar
6) Any James Bond film with Peirce Brosnan - not because he's sexy, but because he's the better actor.
7) Aeon Flux - Charlize Theron - nuff said imo...
8) Robin Hood Men in Tights - nuff said again ...
9) The Harry Potter series - the acting of all parties is gimp in the first one , but the skills of all involved quickly improve in the following films
10) Interview with the Vampire ... i like vampire stories !

Top 10 songs! ....

1) Enter Sandman - Metallica
2) Before I forget - Slipknot
3) Wait and Bleed - Slipknot
4) My December - Linkin Park
5) Numb - Linkin Park
6) Easier to Run - Linkin park .... I notice a pattern...
7) Where'd you go - Fort Minor
8) Remember the name - Fort Minor
9) Believe me - Fort Minor
10) Minority -Greenday

Ok - I think that covers it ...

I may go work on my book - which I HOPE to have out by December but it doesn't look promising. I seem to have run out of poetry to write, or ideas to turn into poetry to write. Perhaps its because I'm happy for a change and I've got nothing left to be sad about... HA that'll last a long time.

Chances I'll be depressed tomorrow ....80/20

Oh, I thought of another top 10 - but insted its only going to be 5 cause I cant think of that many things!


Top 5 Favorite Foods....

1) Lasagna
2) Peanutbutter cookies - the home made kind
3) Watermelon
4) Corn on the Cob!
5) Apples !

Ok - I'm going to go read now - I've run out of things to say and if I keep on rambling, I'll become cliche !


echt....